This so resonated with me and reminds me of my journey from a tumultuous childhood to a healing adult. My heart could’ve written these words so easily thank you for putting into words what I could never put my finger on.
JDG, thank you, I am happy you resonated with this article. Many find it hard to put words to what they are experiencing... I am glad my words are filling that void for you.
From a Q Awakening perspective for about the last year and through today I have felt comfyAF. Not letting the DS Rat Bastard MSM cause me any fear has made everything easier and allowed me to enjoy this part of the journey. Now I will not lie because I want everything to be exposed and fixed yesterday but I don't let things get under my skin like they used to.
Now the broader life's awakening that I now realize I am also on thanks to your excellent writing still leaves me a great deal to ponder. Your writings help me make better sense of both journeys.
I have a lot to contemplate related to today's article but like I have said before i enjoy the mental stimulation and this self discovery is very exhilarating.
"Now I will not lie because I want everything to be exposed and fixed yesterday but I don't let things get under my skin like they used to." and "Your writings help me make better sense of both journeys."
My goal is to help people realize that it is all one journey and to be divided inside is natural. We can hold multiple conflicting beliefs at the same time. We have the rest of our lives to sort through them, brother.
Each egoic split, each personality that was created under circumstances you faced throughout life are part of who you are. The journey is to transcend and include them into your holistic self is the goal... but there is no rush.
As you said, the DS BS isn't affected you like it used to, which offers you the liminal space to do inner work. This is a cyclical evolutionary process, when you see conflict within, give yourself the space to sit still and rest into that space to do the work. You've got this, Joe!
I just started reading your stacks. I’ve felt very disoriented since Covid & learning so many “truths” I believed before were lies. It has changed me into a harder person, but reading this explanation about parts of me that might need healing to reintegrate, may be what I need to look back at. Why am I angry about being lied to might relate to how I felt as a child when my parents were separated for a period of time? Thanks for sharing this
Cheryl, I think you are making the connections very well. COVID lockdowns caused many of us to feel a shakeup deep inside... the feeling of anger over that situation most definitely was felt by many, I know I was angry as well. What I felt over that time was the full weight of the government on my shoulders. It made me realize just how omnipresent their control was over society. I saw local business close because people were too afraid to go out, and even those that weren't so afraid couldn't go out.
Much like you, that period of being very angry, coupled with not being able to get out and "do something about it", caused me to go deep inside. My father abandoned our family when I was 5. My mother was left raising 3 children on a low level Administrative Processing Clerk. We struggled mightily. My mother refused to accept government support, thank goodness... We weren't so poor that we struggle for meals, but the meals were that of someone raising 3 children with not so much money.
That caused deep-seeded anger towards my father. Although I jammed it down deep inside and maintained a false illusion of who my father was... it created this split within me. One part fuming with anger, the other part living an illusion, a façade that "everything is okay"...
I repressed the anger I had towards my father. Carl Jung calls that a shadow, and let me be clear, this shadow caused me many issues... of which I had no idea why... I didn't know the source, so I didn't even "know" it existed. Not consciously anyway.
The COVID lockdown, and feeling the mounting anger at the government opened up that "pot of anger within me"... causing me to face it head on. Oh boy was that difficult. That seemingly insignificant event in my life, my father abandoning me... really steered a great part of who I had become.
I worked 3 years on that shadow... I cried more in that 3 years than I had cried my entire life. In hindsight, what I realize is I was going through a grieving cycle... at first I thought it was grieving the loss of the illusion of who my father was to me... and it was, in part... but what I ultimately realized, I was grieving the loss of letting go of the person I had become as a result of that traumatic event. I had hardened, I became a "tough guy"... let me explain...
I took on the persona of the protector. I carried myself in such a way that people were intimidated by my presence. From the age of 15 I started to work out with weights. By the time I was 20, I was a full blown bodybuilder. Throughout my childhood I would fight at the drop of a hat. Making examples of people that dared to mess with me...
Then during those 3 years of digging deep... I realized that protector inside of me had outlived it's intended purpose. Not only that, I realized that persona was actually blocking me from truly being me. The grieving I was going through was the letting go of that persona. Realizing that I can be tough when I needed to be, but not having to live through the illusion of having to be tough all the time.
I realized that inside of me was a very tender soul, one that cares deeply for other people. One that feels very deeply, cares very deeply, and loves helping people. Those 3 years allowed me to find balance in this regard, keeping the parts of the "tough guy" that served me when needed, but also letting out my highly empathic self that was repressed behind that tough guy persona.
This is what allowed me to become who I am, little my little I have wrested (and still do) with the other shadows within. This is what drove me to write this series. Why? Because I was alone when I went through this. Not in the literal sense, my wife was always by my side through this. But the battle within, had to be all mine. I didn't fully understand what I was going through and I wasn't much of a reader... but then I found Audible...
I didn't read much because my mind processes faster than I can read so I was constantly being distracted while reading book. But when I shifted to listening to books at 1.2 speed, it aligned with my ability to process. And boy did I read... for 3+ years I average more than a book a week. These book were not short stories, they were books on quantum physics, psychology, systems dynamic, philosophy, and healing. Then after those 3 years I read the Bible, not once, but three times. This transformed me tremendously.
All this, Cheryl, is a way for me to explain to you that you are not alone. By far you are not alone. Billions of people across the globe are going through this right now. Have hope, have patience, and show yourself grace as you proceed. Because this journey is well worth the effort you will put in.
The series this article is part of was my journey, one that I wanted to share to show others there is a pathway home... a pathway back to living a life free of the burdens of this world. Being in this world, but not of this world.
"I have given them thy word; and the world hath hated them, because they are not of the world, even as I am not of the world. I pray not that thou shouldest take them out of the world, but that thou shouldest keep them from the evil. They are not of the world, even as I am not of the world." - John 17:14-16
I will post the links to the rest of the article series below, next Saturday the last in the series comes out, called The Emergence... if yo have not read the rest of the series, and you are called to, I'd suggest starting at the beginning.
Be blessed, Cheryl, and thank you for sharing your story.
Cheryl, may I suggest that what lil ones feel most acutely as the ultimate separation is being birthed into a world where parents are separated from God and all the obligatory separations which follow? This is the wound to which all other wounds point. Perfect to feel and heal on this day. At least for Christed Ones.
Thank you! My sister and I just found your writings and we have felt similar - I will share this with her too. I’m almost excited to look at some of those hurt children inside of me who still surface & recognize why they still need their say. I love the passage from John you mention, we truly aren’t made for this world and Without God I don’t think anything makes sense. Thank you again
Great piece, OC. It creates a framework for understanding, re-framing, reflection, and going forward in Peace - having undeniable value for all the conscious.
James, thank you for the kind words... you nailed it! That is exactly right, reframing what was learned in the past to transcend and include it into today's context...
I dealt with some heavy shadows from the 4th grade... upon reviewing them through my wisdom of today, I was able to transcend them into useful tools to guide me tomorrow...
At Kripalu Center when I was their in late 80's the biggest day of the year was EASTER. Odd ... In an ashram, huh? Guests and residents would get so pumped to hear what Yogi Amrit Desai had to say about Christ Consciousness (incl pastors). As a child of 5 I screamed so loud in church that my dad gave up on taking my brother, sister and me to Greek Orthodox services. To embrace Christ through a dark-skinned yogi was so lovely and healing.
Claire Heartsong's book is the first narrative account of Yeshua's life that makes ANY sense b/c it ties together the full compendium of contributors. It shows THE PLAN which started hundreds (if not thousands) of years before Yeshua incarnated and carries through to this day.
The Religion Matrix erases the communal aspect of divine ascension by isolating Jesus as God's ONLY Chosen Son. The Essenes and Esoteric Schools are real organic wayshowers of light, love and consciousness of which Yeshua shown brightly.
Was he the Brightest? Who knews? If you got them all together and asked this question ... how would they respond? I am sure ... they would laugh uproariously. The very question is the best cosmic joke. Why? cuz it doesn't matter who is brightest. Yeshua would be laughing the loudest. All of them would say God is the Brightest and who cares who is 2nd or 3rd or 4th. Let's just celebrate God and the source divinity in one another.
Decades ago I heard my guru say, "Put the First thing first. And the second thing second. Because putting the second thing first and first thing second can be enough to mess up a man's life."
God is King = First thing.
Living "God is King!" is putting the first thing first.
It is amazing how we all are the same... we all had different paths yet experiences the same things, just in different flavors... thank you for your comments...
TY OC. Another radiant pearl on a string of divine integrated illumination. Perfect on a weekend celebrating the successful resurrection of humanity which most of humanity interpreted as the eternal irredeemable wound ... thanks to the institutionalization of the Religion Matrix as the only gatekeepers to divine authority. So much unnecessary reenacting of the devastating gut-wrenching soul-aching wound that apparently was and is absolutely necessary.
Christ Jesus born of Yeshua Ben Joseph ... illuminated through centuries of communal Source Unification by the Essenes, other Esoteric Schools, Angels and Ascended Masters ... represented and represents a glorious planetary victory for humanity ... and, yet, is so thoroughly mis-innerstood especially by those claiming him as their most intimate spiritual wayshower.
The Love of Source = the purest love + the purest light + the purest consciousness
The Religion Matrix doesn't erase this Love of Source. No, No, No, what the false authority seeks to do is sequester this love of Source in an unattainable place and then position itself as the only emissary authorized by God ... when, in reality, this love is everywhere, ever present, unavoidable except through pretzel logic of fear-hate-shame-anger psycho-prison programs of institutionalized ignorance.
And still this Love of Source remains right here. The love Not restricted to 1 solitary being. The love of so many as to be beyond counting. It is the love of pure undifferentiated cosmic oneness aligned with Source. This is the love of all the Christed Ones of which you and I and every son and daughter of man and woman are eternally embraced as the welcoming home.
OC, pardon my ranting. But here feels like the perfect place to speak my heart on Easter.
Yogi, this is thee place to do it - you are amongst friends... my wife and I have been chatting along these same lines now for the last few months... we have had concerns about "mans" revisions of the Bible... we have come to the conclusion (at least where we are today)... that we pray to the ever-present Lord God Almighty...
We read the Bible, and what we rest assured in is the omnipresent feeling we have of God through our personal resonance of the Word... we trust in that feeling, the feeling in our hearts that resonates with the Truth... we have backed away from the church and our church group because it felt plastic...
We are praying to God, thee God... I know we differ in this regard... but that is okay... that is what freedom allows for... at the end of the day, the energetic field is the same...
Please please please read: Anna Grandmother of Jesus by Claire Heartsong.
A dear friend and I read it aloud. Actually she read it and I listened. This book is the clearest enunciation of the preparations necessary before the arrival of Yeshua Ben Joseph and during his life ... in order for this man to fulfill his role in the divine plan. If your wife and you read this book aloud together, I promise. You will experience deeper emotional resonance in your relship to what it means to be Christed.
Bro... MIND BLOWN... Only half way thru Chapter 1... not a coincidence you tell me of this on the day of the Resurrection... never even heard of Saint Anna until today...
Half way thru chapter 3 (last night)... I felt very high level frequencies activate in my crown... this book seems to be bridging gaps I have between the Bible and my God-given gifts... more on this as I progress...
Post activation, I saw signs of what you stated above...
Can uc how this book opens a gateway into authentic golden jubilee which isn't restricted to ephemeral wealth? Golden Jubilee only offers genuine meaning w/ the spiritual wealth of divine illumination.
This is the most clear and excellent explanation of what happens after letting go of ego I have ever read! I understand, now, how to begin to integrate all the parts of me into a healthy, loving, compassionate whole. To create my own mosaic of experiences, protections, disassociations from life and rejoin humanity. I understand, now, why I needed those aspects of myself to survive. Thank you for your wisdom and for sharing it. Happy Easter and Blessings!
Zihna, thank you... I am glad it helped you see things more clearly. It is like a game of 52 pickup,,, all the cards are on the floor, pick them up one at a time and put them in order... what's left is a full and complete deck! Have a great Easter, be blessed!
This is so beautifully written. Thank you for sharing this series with us. It is so moving and I can really relate to those inner selves. You have given me a new perspective on those fragmented pieces of myself. I am grateful for you, your wisdom and timely sharing of this.
This so resonated with me and reminds me of my journey from a tumultuous childhood to a healing adult. My heart could’ve written these words so easily thank you for putting into words what I could never put my finger on.
JDG, thank you, I am happy you resonated with this article. Many find it hard to put words to what they are experiencing... I am glad my words are filling that void for you.
OC this one really makes me think, great stuff.
From a Q Awakening perspective for about the last year and through today I have felt comfyAF. Not letting the DS Rat Bastard MSM cause me any fear has made everything easier and allowed me to enjoy this part of the journey. Now I will not lie because I want everything to be exposed and fixed yesterday but I don't let things get under my skin like they used to.
Now the broader life's awakening that I now realize I am also on thanks to your excellent writing still leaves me a great deal to ponder. Your writings help me make better sense of both journeys.
I have a lot to contemplate related to today's article but like I have said before i enjoy the mental stimulation and this self discovery is very exhilarating.
Happy Easter.
God Wins!
God Bless!!!
Hey, Joe... thank you for the comments.
"Now I will not lie because I want everything to be exposed and fixed yesterday but I don't let things get under my skin like they used to." and "Your writings help me make better sense of both journeys."
My goal is to help people realize that it is all one journey and to be divided inside is natural. We can hold multiple conflicting beliefs at the same time. We have the rest of our lives to sort through them, brother.
Each egoic split, each personality that was created under circumstances you faced throughout life are part of who you are. The journey is to transcend and include them into your holistic self is the goal... but there is no rush.
As you said, the DS BS isn't affected you like it used to, which offers you the liminal space to do inner work. This is a cyclical evolutionary process, when you see conflict within, give yourself the space to sit still and rest into that space to do the work. You've got this, Joe!
I just started reading your stacks. I’ve felt very disoriented since Covid & learning so many “truths” I believed before were lies. It has changed me into a harder person, but reading this explanation about parts of me that might need healing to reintegrate, may be what I need to look back at. Why am I angry about being lied to might relate to how I felt as a child when my parents were separated for a period of time? Thanks for sharing this
Cheryl, I think you are making the connections very well. COVID lockdowns caused many of us to feel a shakeup deep inside... the feeling of anger over that situation most definitely was felt by many, I know I was angry as well. What I felt over that time was the full weight of the government on my shoulders. It made me realize just how omnipresent their control was over society. I saw local business close because people were too afraid to go out, and even those that weren't so afraid couldn't go out.
Much like you, that period of being very angry, coupled with not being able to get out and "do something about it", caused me to go deep inside. My father abandoned our family when I was 5. My mother was left raising 3 children on a low level Administrative Processing Clerk. We struggled mightily. My mother refused to accept government support, thank goodness... We weren't so poor that we struggle for meals, but the meals were that of someone raising 3 children with not so much money.
That caused deep-seeded anger towards my father. Although I jammed it down deep inside and maintained a false illusion of who my father was... it created this split within me. One part fuming with anger, the other part living an illusion, a façade that "everything is okay"...
I repressed the anger I had towards my father. Carl Jung calls that a shadow, and let me be clear, this shadow caused me many issues... of which I had no idea why... I didn't know the source, so I didn't even "know" it existed. Not consciously anyway.
The COVID lockdown, and feeling the mounting anger at the government opened up that "pot of anger within me"... causing me to face it head on. Oh boy was that difficult. That seemingly insignificant event in my life, my father abandoning me... really steered a great part of who I had become.
I worked 3 years on that shadow... I cried more in that 3 years than I had cried my entire life. In hindsight, what I realize is I was going through a grieving cycle... at first I thought it was grieving the loss of the illusion of who my father was to me... and it was, in part... but what I ultimately realized, I was grieving the loss of letting go of the person I had become as a result of that traumatic event. I had hardened, I became a "tough guy"... let me explain...
I took on the persona of the protector. I carried myself in such a way that people were intimidated by my presence. From the age of 15 I started to work out with weights. By the time I was 20, I was a full blown bodybuilder. Throughout my childhood I would fight at the drop of a hat. Making examples of people that dared to mess with me...
Then during those 3 years of digging deep... I realized that protector inside of me had outlived it's intended purpose. Not only that, I realized that persona was actually blocking me from truly being me. The grieving I was going through was the letting go of that persona. Realizing that I can be tough when I needed to be, but not having to live through the illusion of having to be tough all the time.
I realized that inside of me was a very tender soul, one that cares deeply for other people. One that feels very deeply, cares very deeply, and loves helping people. Those 3 years allowed me to find balance in this regard, keeping the parts of the "tough guy" that served me when needed, but also letting out my highly empathic self that was repressed behind that tough guy persona.
This is what allowed me to become who I am, little my little I have wrested (and still do) with the other shadows within. This is what drove me to write this series. Why? Because I was alone when I went through this. Not in the literal sense, my wife was always by my side through this. But the battle within, had to be all mine. I didn't fully understand what I was going through and I wasn't much of a reader... but then I found Audible...
I didn't read much because my mind processes faster than I can read so I was constantly being distracted while reading book. But when I shifted to listening to books at 1.2 speed, it aligned with my ability to process. And boy did I read... for 3+ years I average more than a book a week. These book were not short stories, they were books on quantum physics, psychology, systems dynamic, philosophy, and healing. Then after those 3 years I read the Bible, not once, but three times. This transformed me tremendously.
All this, Cheryl, is a way for me to explain to you that you are not alone. By far you are not alone. Billions of people across the globe are going through this right now. Have hope, have patience, and show yourself grace as you proceed. Because this journey is well worth the effort you will put in.
The series this article is part of was my journey, one that I wanted to share to show others there is a pathway home... a pathway back to living a life free of the burdens of this world. Being in this world, but not of this world.
"I have given them thy word; and the world hath hated them, because they are not of the world, even as I am not of the world. I pray not that thou shouldest take them out of the world, but that thou shouldest keep them from the evil. They are not of the world, even as I am not of the world." - John 17:14-16
I will post the links to the rest of the article series below, next Saturday the last in the series comes out, called The Emergence... if yo have not read the rest of the series, and you are called to, I'd suggest starting at the beginning.
Be blessed, Cheryl, and thank you for sharing your story.
The Bridge - 1
https://badlands.substack.com/p/the-bridge
The Shift - 2
https://badlands.substack.com/p/the-shift
Walking the Path - 3
https://badlands.substack.com/p/walking-the-path
The Liminal - 4
https://badlands.substack.com/p/the-liminal
Transcending Ego - 5
https://badlands.substack.com/p/transcending-ego
The Remembering – 6
https://badlands.substack.com/p/the-remembering
The Emergence - 7 - coming out next week...
With all sincerity,
Observing Consciousness
Cheryl, may I suggest that what lil ones feel most acutely as the ultimate separation is being birthed into a world where parents are separated from God and all the obligatory separations which follow? This is the wound to which all other wounds point. Perfect to feel and heal on this day. At least for Christed Ones.
Thank you! My sister and I just found your writings and we have felt similar - I will share this with her too. I’m almost excited to look at some of those hurt children inside of me who still surface & recognize why they still need their say. I love the passage from John you mention, we truly aren’t made for this world and Without God I don’t think anything makes sense. Thank you again
Great piece, OC. It creates a framework for understanding, re-framing, reflection, and going forward in Peace - having undeniable value for all the conscious.
James, thank you for the kind words... you nailed it! That is exactly right, reframing what was learned in the past to transcend and include it into today's context...
I dealt with some heavy shadows from the 4th grade... upon reviewing them through my wisdom of today, I was able to transcend them into useful tools to guide me tomorrow...
Powerful and poignant - passing it on!
T3, thank you, I am thankful you found it powerful enough to share.
At Kripalu Center when I was their in late 80's the biggest day of the year was EASTER. Odd ... In an ashram, huh? Guests and residents would get so pumped to hear what Yogi Amrit Desai had to say about Christ Consciousness (incl pastors). As a child of 5 I screamed so loud in church that my dad gave up on taking my brother, sister and me to Greek Orthodox services. To embrace Christ through a dark-skinned yogi was so lovely and healing.
Claire Heartsong's book is the first narrative account of Yeshua's life that makes ANY sense b/c it ties together the full compendium of contributors. It shows THE PLAN which started hundreds (if not thousands) of years before Yeshua incarnated and carries through to this day.
The Religion Matrix erases the communal aspect of divine ascension by isolating Jesus as God's ONLY Chosen Son. The Essenes and Esoteric Schools are real organic wayshowers of light, love and consciousness of which Yeshua shown brightly.
Was he the Brightest? Who knews? If you got them all together and asked this question ... how would they respond? I am sure ... they would laugh uproariously. The very question is the best cosmic joke. Why? cuz it doesn't matter who is brightest. Yeshua would be laughing the loudest. All of them would say God is the Brightest and who cares who is 2nd or 3rd or 4th. Let's just celebrate God and the source divinity in one another.
God is King... I try not to get distracted by the rest... makes my head hurt... lol...
Decades ago I heard my guru say, "Put the First thing first. And the second thing second. Because putting the second thing first and first thing second can be enough to mess up a man's life."
God is King = First thing.
Living "God is King!" is putting the first thing first.
It truly is about walking the walk... many talk the talk. True believers live it, feel it...
Wow. Thank you for putting my thoughts and childhood in writing. Excellently written.
It is amazing how we all are the same... we all had different paths yet experiences the same things, just in different flavors... thank you for your comments...
Absolutely beautiful again! Ambrosia for the journey of the healing soul. This keeps helping to level me up....and up....
Thanks <3
Margaret, you've been upgraded to First Class! Please relax and enjoy the ride, your server will be coming around shortly...
Thank you, Margaret, I always appreciate your feedback. I am glad it is helping you level up!
TY OC. Another radiant pearl on a string of divine integrated illumination. Perfect on a weekend celebrating the successful resurrection of humanity which most of humanity interpreted as the eternal irredeemable wound ... thanks to the institutionalization of the Religion Matrix as the only gatekeepers to divine authority. So much unnecessary reenacting of the devastating gut-wrenching soul-aching wound that apparently was and is absolutely necessary.
Christ Jesus born of Yeshua Ben Joseph ... illuminated through centuries of communal Source Unification by the Essenes, other Esoteric Schools, Angels and Ascended Masters ... represented and represents a glorious planetary victory for humanity ... and, yet, is so thoroughly mis-innerstood especially by those claiming him as their most intimate spiritual wayshower.
The Love of Source = the purest love + the purest light + the purest consciousness
The Religion Matrix doesn't erase this Love of Source. No, No, No, what the false authority seeks to do is sequester this love of Source in an unattainable place and then position itself as the only emissary authorized by God ... when, in reality, this love is everywhere, ever present, unavoidable except through pretzel logic of fear-hate-shame-anger psycho-prison programs of institutionalized ignorance.
And still this Love of Source remains right here. The love Not restricted to 1 solitary being. The love of so many as to be beyond counting. It is the love of pure undifferentiated cosmic oneness aligned with Source. This is the love of all the Christed Ones of which you and I and every son and daughter of man and woman are eternally embraced as the welcoming home.
OC, pardon my ranting. But here feels like the perfect place to speak my heart on Easter.
Yogi, this is thee place to do it - you are amongst friends... my wife and I have been chatting along these same lines now for the last few months... we have had concerns about "mans" revisions of the Bible... we have come to the conclusion (at least where we are today)... that we pray to the ever-present Lord God Almighty...
We read the Bible, and what we rest assured in is the omnipresent feeling we have of God through our personal resonance of the Word... we trust in that feeling, the feeling in our hearts that resonates with the Truth... we have backed away from the church and our church group because it felt plastic...
We are praying to God, thee God... I know we differ in this regard... but that is okay... that is what freedom allows for... at the end of the day, the energetic field is the same...
Be blessed, my friend...
Please please please read: Anna Grandmother of Jesus by Claire Heartsong.
A dear friend and I read it aloud. Actually she read it and I listened. This book is the clearest enunciation of the preparations necessary before the arrival of Yeshua Ben Joseph and during his life ... in order for this man to fulfill his role in the divine plan. If your wife and you read this book aloud together, I promise. You will experience deeper emotional resonance in your relship to what it means to be Christed.
Bro... MIND BLOWN... Only half way thru Chapter 1... not a coincidence you tell me of this on the day of the Resurrection... never even heard of Saint Anna until today...
I just purchased it and will listen this week, thank you!
This book will bring U + ur beloved closer in your hearts
Half way thru chapter 3 (last night)... I felt very high level frequencies activate in my crown... this book seems to be bridging gaps I have between the Bible and my God-given gifts... more on this as I progress...
Post activation, I saw signs of what you stated above...
Can uc how this book opens a gateway into authentic golden jubilee which isn't restricted to ephemeral wealth? Golden Jubilee only offers genuine meaning w/ the spiritual wealth of divine illumination.
This is the most clear and excellent explanation of what happens after letting go of ego I have ever read! I understand, now, how to begin to integrate all the parts of me into a healthy, loving, compassionate whole. To create my own mosaic of experiences, protections, disassociations from life and rejoin humanity. I understand, now, why I needed those aspects of myself to survive. Thank you for your wisdom and for sharing it. Happy Easter and Blessings!
Zihna, thank you... I am glad it helped you see things more clearly. It is like a game of 52 pickup,,, all the cards are on the floor, pick them up one at a time and put them in order... what's left is a full and complete deck! Have a great Easter, be blessed!
Beautiful piece, OC. Blessings!
Thank you, Sandy -- Blessing to you as well!
This is so beautifully written. Thank you for sharing this series with us. It is so moving and I can really relate to those inner selves. You have given me a new perspective on those fragmented pieces of myself. I am grateful for you, your wisdom and timely sharing of this.
What a load of bullshit .
Vomiting inured defense mechanized reflex.
Yes indeed... the soul is crying for help and the ego is twisting it's words...
Can you elaborate without cussing?
In a world operating as it does, bullshit sometimes make good fertilizer for sorting out all the bullshit.