It is so sad to think about the fact that this evil/satanic behavior exists in this world. I pray every day that these children (and now many adults) will be freed from this Evil and that Justice will be served. While many things the DS Rat Bastard have done (and continue to do) to enslave us are horrific, none is worse than abusing our most innocent.
This was the 1st rabbit hole that I dug into and I thought exposing child abuse would be the first Boom and would unite the entire world. I have since come to believe that this evil is so bad that many could not handle it and would not believe it could be possible. I now believe that it is more likely that the financial collapse will be the 1st BOOM and then all the dominos will fall and the child abuse/sacrifice will be the final nail that unites the world.
This was a tough read but thank you very much for the article.
Because I have previously (spanning the past decade at least) been down this rabbit hole and have grappled with the deeply disturbing, unthinkable harm to children (I had previously watched a couple videos you posted here), there is a difference between knowing about the subject and delving into it again. I respect that you are putting it out there, Ryan, but as with part one, I could only skim.
Years ago, I watched several in-depth interviews with Ronald Bernard on youtube (they may still be there?). His story is how he was groomed to advance in his career of banking through gradual and greater exposure into the “club” of sexual deviance leading on to a satanic “sacrifice” involving adults and children. He got out when he got to the more disturbing rituals. There are, or at least were, very few interviews with the other side of this equation: the controllers, the abusers.
In the context of MKUltra, what is the psychology of people who could do this to children? Are they all psychopaths, completely devoid of empathy?
So far you are telling the story of the victims - and it certainly needs to be told!
But what accounts for there being people in this world who are capable of causing such harm and intentional trauma?
In a similar vein, why are there so many “gender therapists” and gender surgeons, manipulating children into the drugs and surgeries of transitioning, often with eventual devastating consequences.
These are philosophical and spiritual questions. If we ever hope to be free of such depravity, we will need to gain greater insight into the victimizers as well as the victims.
Blessings of Light to you in your research, Ryan ❤️🙏
You asked "what is the psychology of people who could do this to children?" and as far as I can tell, it's because they themselves were abused and fractured at an early age, whether by a cult or just by the currents of life, and see it as natural to inflict such pain. I strongly believe that unhealed trauma begets trauma.
I need to take breaks because I get a little burnt out on the topic, it can be quite harrowing. But there is still a mountain of material to get through regarding the military/intelligence connection and the programming itself and how programmers are trained to do what they do through their own abuse. It's a self perpetuating system and it is allowed to continue unabated because people refuse to look at it. I don't blame them, it's an ugly sight.
Great answer, Ryan. Thank you for taking the time to write it.
“Unhealed trauma begets trauma”.
I will definitely stay tuned and looking forward to the military/intelligence connection. Cathy O’Brien wrote about some of it in her book, Access Denied For Reasons of National Security - citing the National Security Act of 1947 as cover for illegal activities…”need to know”!
To quote the man, Mark Philips who helped her deprogram:
“Truth lives a wretched life but always survives a lie”
Your project here is a testament to the strength of the human spirit…Light prevails ❤️
I won’t say I am enjoying this, but I certainly appreciate the care with which you are exposing something that must come out. I watched the Fiona 2 part video which could hot have been more disturbing. I believe her and hope they are finally doing something related to her claims in Parliament House. I see that Antony Kidman died last year and I hope that it was part of a retribution campaign by teams who are formed for this purpose. God bless them and you.
Thank you for bringing a light to subject Ryan! Knowledge helps us recognize, recognition helps us guard our minds and become resilient - and able to help others. It can be a hard subject to read and imagine at times but a lighthouse must know all storms.
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Half a century ago, mental institutions were closed down. Now, I am not advocating that what was going on was something that needed to be addressed, but I now wonder a little if taking things into more of a small group context resulted in the proliferation of what we have now because it is easier to hide and oversight isn't so centralized. Because it is obvious mental health has gotten worse.
Couple of weeks ago, there was a woman running across 10 lanes of traffic at the SF Bay Bridge toll plaza; she was naked and shooting a gun at passing cars. Most of the commentary was that if a car had hit her, the driver would have been punished. I don't disagree per say, but what was noticeable was the lack of conversation about how she got there to that point the first place.
Most of the people I dealt with at San Francisco Psych Emergency who wanted to commit suicide. did not want to kill themselves but were attempting to get an oncoming vehicle to run over them when they were apprehended. It did not occur to them that they would be involving someone else, or many others who witnessed them being killed. in the horrible traumatic event. They just wanted to end the abuse and horror they were being put through.
Aug 5, 2023Liked by Ryan DeLarme, American Hypnotist
When I first began working with "MPD" with a psychiatrist and counselor who specialized in working with them (and "Borderlines"), I was immersed right out of graduate school and had been working in an inpatient facility. The Psychiatrist and Counselor preferred the inpatient setting when first contact was made and got the patient's permission to hospitalize them. Unfortunately, getting to know the alters and creating protection from certain ones by our alliance with them for ourselves, and the patient, was a long arduous and traumatic experience for both patient and therapists. The Borderline's hurt themselves in horrible ways, and the MPD patients hurt us if they could and themselves without reservations. There were also children who cut themselves and drank their own blood or those of their childhood friends. That was also part of cult abuse and SRA.
I live in a place with more churches per capita than any other place in the US. As therapists we dealt not only with Satanic cults but the KKK here in California. Shocking disclosures in the 1980's to say the least.
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Ryan I believe if we are to help the people who have been subjected to this we will need to gather the troops soon! I know I have had the experience as yu probably have, so we can share! Sharon
I will send you a response via email. Look for sharonmo!
Such an abyss. And the abused are primed to be the next round of abusers. It is this sort of thing that makes me understand that God (in order to truly be Good), must and will, in time, purge and purify and heal all of their wickedness, however long it may take. I don't completely understand why such things can ever be allowed to happen. I think it must involve us becoming the sorts of people who eschew evil because it is a genuine horror to us and because we have finally become truly good and innocent and pure.
It is hard for me to believe that these controlling people do not realize GOD has already won this spiritual battle when Christ rose from the dead. Christians won, God won. Yet the devil satan continues to inflict his evil on anyone that has a weak mind no matter if the mind was natural or induced to his ability to control. Pray always that you do not come prey to the Wiles of the devil satan. There use to be a book published called "The Wiles of the devil". It alluded to much of what the devil did but never covered this to the depths covered in this write up because the social workers were not privy to Paperclip and this information when the book was written. Keep smiling because We Christians Have Won through Yahvah Shua our Lord, King of Kings who was resurrected about 2000 years ago. HE ascended into Heaven and sits on the right hand of God the Father in Heaven until such time that we require HIS assistance - least all flesh be destroyed. Christ will end the devil satan's reign here on Earth at that time for one thousand years in the Millennial Kingdom of God. I DID NOT SAY THIS - I only parrot what the GODHEAD has written in Holy Script of what we refer to as the BIBLE. We Have Already Won. So, comfort each other for a little while as we wait for HIS return. Hebrew - hallelujah.
I think deep down they do know that no matter how much pain and suffering they inflict, God has already won. If it wasn't for God's gift of free will they wouldn't even be able to try to taint his creation, so they've lost from the start. I think this enrages them and fuels their activities, but it is hopeless and they are only damning their own souls further.
I had a girl friend for a couple of years who said she was raped nightly by her brother, from age 5 to teen. Mother and father stonewalled her on discussing it. Father was local political behind the scenes go-to fixer guy. in Little Rock, time of Clinton; she says she remembers playing with Chelsea.
Father was also Mason, local church deacon...a full blood Cherokee who came from poverty.
She ran away and got free... but essentially was in hiding thousands of miles away.
I felt it was my job to help her come out of hiding. One thing that helped was taking Iboga with an African shaman. Research iboga: if causes hours of psychic "flooding" from your memory banks. It seems this helps flush out implants, hypnotic commands....i.e. programming. I did it too. You see picture after picture as if in a slide show, like a life review. Iboga has good rep on deprogramming hard drug addictions too...sometimes in 1-2 sessions.
The shaman has the ability to look into one's visions as they open up. He told her he was horrified at what he was seeing. I went at a later date and while there told this to another woman and she opened up to say that she too was abused by a cult as a child. They took her into the woods and watched them kill little bunnies etc., and said IF you ever speak of these things this is what happens to (your brother, your friend...etc). Sometimes they kill other children.
My deeper interest is in WHAT has screwed mankind up so much? Let me put my conclusion in a nutshell:
Earth and its humanity have undergone repeated large scale catastrophes, and even in relatively recent historical times (700-800 BCE). Mankind hazily remembers these in myths; but they come down to earlier periods when Mars and Venus were not settled in present orbits, and came closer to Earth (20 millions of miles is sufficient) causing electrical plasmasphere convulsions to both. These ended the Bronze Age for example. Mass drought, starvations, earth upheavals, mental terror and madness (electroshock basically), migrations, roaming mobs, panicked populaces, ...massive ABUSE....which were felt to be punishments from some angry Mother or Father God or gods. WHY? What have we done? How do we sacrifice to propitiate you? Why do you hate us??
Such tremendously horrifying times are not only suppressed into the subconscious collectively, but just as in a single child, so too were the psychic Mindsets of a civilization scrambled to some degree, with walled-off suppressed memories about cosmic wars of the "gods." Fractured alters of the Collective Psyche.
Ancients said plainly that the planets "warred" in the sky (this is Trojan war); but later we turn these apocalyptic experiences into odd and tidy tales about humanized "gods" like Zeus. It's deflection away to prevent re-experiencing the HORROR.
As in all suppressed memories unresolved, humans keep re-dramatizing these events, through wars, rituals to appease "gods", through abuse on small levels, on apocalyptic visions of End Times. Even of trying to bring about End Times. (as we know from Shadow work, we try to heal ourselves by bringing up old traumas to defuse them; but this is subconscious mostly. IF we don't consciously work with these ancient fears and face them, then we project them out. Vide today's world...once again...repeating out of fear)
The way I reconstruct things, there are groups or fragments of earlier cultures who survived these events, and being more organized than the mobs, they became the ruling oligarchs. They had lost faith in the Old Gods; thought any "good" God was capricious, had left us, or didn't really care. If there was a god who ruled He was nasty, evil, ...let's call Him "Satanic." A warlord who took what He wanted whenever He wanted. So..to be a survivor, a winner...you bargained with this fellow. It's real politik to these "elites." They have no faith in a good afterlife, this is your one shot, so get whatever you can by any means, and do anything to prolong your life before the Void swallows you up. (and maybe they fear there might be some judgement later, so try not to die for as long as you can. If this means drugs, or extracting life force from others through sexual vampirism, blood rites...then do it! )
This line of inquiry is not new but was given fresh impetus by Velikovsky in the 1950's, with his ideas that old myths said our solar system has not been stable until recently. This idea horrifies the Mainstream "Experts" . Scholars that followed have developed this further. See Alfred De Grazia Iron Age of Mars for example. See thunderboltsproject channel on yootoob. Velikovsky was not only a brilliant polymath, but also a psychiatrist and an important aspect of his work and and concern was to ask "HOW do we treat this patient?" Which is US, our wounded civilizations that survived.
Mankind has repressed many terrors. We live in Amnesia. But we act out still the horrors.
Also, in Costa Rica they have or had the I BEGIN AGAIN center in which a person takes Ibogaine, (a natural drug from tree bark there) and is led by a Shaman to release the trauma and memories monitored medically and psychologically! I have spoken to a young man who was successfully treated for OCD (obsessive compulsive disorder) there. He was free for the first time in his life from a horrid trauma, induced experience.
I am sorry as he helped many people. I hope his wife is as good but I know that what we once had we may not have at this time due to the Spiritual War that rages around us! thank you for letting me know.
He had apprentices in training. And there is sort of a "shamanic" network with people going from one center to another. An apprentice I met had also trained at an ayahuasca center; so new people will step into old shoes and thus traditions evolve. In fact it was a young black lawyer, now apprentice, from New York who picked me up at the airport. He told me of a process I had not read of, nor did anyone there but him tell me: imagine going back to a childhood home, and go to your bedroom and look for yourself as a child. This will be at some point when you lost part of your child innocence (this is also a tech in what some call "soul retrieval." Parts of our selves get cut off, walled off, but they are still there.)
And so, after the overnight flood of images, I returned to my room to rest the next day. During this time the shaman comes in to check on you.
I was still quite high and with eyes closed was walking around inner world buildings. I went to my childhood home, opened the door to my bedroom, and there I vividly saw my 5 year old self sitting forlorn on his bed. We looked at each other, and he flew into my heart where I held him like a baby. Tears poured out of my eyes feeling "his" return.
Later coming through Atlanta airport they had photos on the walls of many different types of people ...and what I saw now was that we live in a world where so many of us put on a brave face but there is so much loss and sadness down in the bombed out rubble of our Shadow selves...so many lost children.
My point is that this very powerful technique was NOT even mentioned ! I hope the new guys build on the traditional shotgun method.
I have done so much work on the suffering during my childhood, but also the on the rest of my life until now! I have put my soul healing in the forefront, as I believe that depth of woundology has culminated in all the imbalances happening to us now, and the experiences we have suffered through in life times. My intention and my focus has paid off hugely, but also taken almost 70 years on this Earth to accomplish. (I actually feel like I am 30 not almost 70.)
I believe that I chose to be here at this time and I am engaged in a spiritual war between those who are evil beyond knowing and those who are LOVE beyond what we have known for thousands of years. We have a choice to awaken and transform our lives, bodies, spirits and frequency intentionally, into the 5th dimension from the 3rd dimension, if we choose to do so. It involves transformation of a kind that guides us to connect to our source and in oneness with ALL LIFE on Earth and in the universe and beyond. I have not needed ayahuasca but perhaps my journey could have been speedier if I had been meant to do it that way. I believe we all have a different path on this journey and that the more tools we have and the more knowledge we open to, the more successful we are. Awakening to the TRUTH has been amazing, shocking and challenging but I feel that I have made it to the top and am on my way down the mountain to a new world and a new life.
I am glad to join you in going Home and manifesting Heaven on Earth as I believe it was meant to be. Sharon
Ryan, you truly are a very special man. Your writings are heart wrenching & I can't even imagine having the fortitude & courage to research these atrocities much less write about them.
God will protect you as you highlight these detestable acts & the people that perform them. I am almost 81 & just became aware of all of these satanic rituals about 8 years ago. I pray every day that God will destroy these evil, hateful depraved people very soon. All of us must ask God to protect these innocent victims & our families
I pray everyday that God keeps his armor of protection around the vulnerable ones
Thanks, it has been taking a psychological toll since I started researching all of this last year. But I balance it out with other things like prayer/meditation/ getting out into nature and other practices. Thanks for reading!
Hi Ryan. I just read your other article (first in this series) and now this one. Wow! Thank you so much for all your hard work and research. You brought honor and gave voice to both the brave therapists stepping into this unknown field as well as the children whom have been trapped (or are still) in it. I had started having dreams and the Lord started showing me about women, and then children being trafficked and sold for sex. This was back in 2002. But as time went on, The Lord led me further into my journey to discover the whole Satanic ritual abuse piece as well. And after that I came to learn about the mind control aspect of the abuse also. For me, I think mainly it was so I could pray for the past 20 years that the truth would come out and these children would be set free- and that this would stop on our planet. Going back years I would also try to tell people what was going on, but most couldn’t believe it. Well, thank you again for your articles- They/It gives me solace to see the truth finally coming out more these past couple of years. Keep writing! I’ll be watching for your follow up articles in this “series”.
It is so sad to think about the fact that this evil/satanic behavior exists in this world. I pray every day that these children (and now many adults) will be freed from this Evil and that Justice will be served. While many things the DS Rat Bastard have done (and continue to do) to enslave us are horrific, none is worse than abusing our most innocent.
This was the 1st rabbit hole that I dug into and I thought exposing child abuse would be the first Boom and would unite the entire world. I have since come to believe that this evil is so bad that many could not handle it and would not believe it could be possible. I now believe that it is more likely that the financial collapse will be the 1st BOOM and then all the dominos will fall and the child abuse/sacrifice will be the final nail that unites the world.
This was a tough read but thank you very much for the article.
Keep up the great work.
God Wins!
God Bless!!!
Because I have previously (spanning the past decade at least) been down this rabbit hole and have grappled with the deeply disturbing, unthinkable harm to children (I had previously watched a couple videos you posted here), there is a difference between knowing about the subject and delving into it again. I respect that you are putting it out there, Ryan, but as with part one, I could only skim.
Years ago, I watched several in-depth interviews with Ronald Bernard on youtube (they may still be there?). His story is how he was groomed to advance in his career of banking through gradual and greater exposure into the “club” of sexual deviance leading on to a satanic “sacrifice” involving adults and children. He got out when he got to the more disturbing rituals. There are, or at least were, very few interviews with the other side of this equation: the controllers, the abusers.
In the context of MKUltra, what is the psychology of people who could do this to children? Are they all psychopaths, completely devoid of empathy?
So far you are telling the story of the victims - and it certainly needs to be told!
But what accounts for there being people in this world who are capable of causing such harm and intentional trauma?
In a similar vein, why are there so many “gender therapists” and gender surgeons, manipulating children into the drugs and surgeries of transitioning, often with eventual devastating consequences.
These are philosophical and spiritual questions. If we ever hope to be free of such depravity, we will need to gain greater insight into the victimizers as well as the victims.
Blessings of Light to you in your research, Ryan ❤️🙏
You asked "what is the psychology of people who could do this to children?" and as far as I can tell, it's because they themselves were abused and fractured at an early age, whether by a cult or just by the currents of life, and see it as natural to inflict such pain. I strongly believe that unhealed trauma begets trauma.
I need to take breaks because I get a little burnt out on the topic, it can be quite harrowing. But there is still a mountain of material to get through regarding the military/intelligence connection and the programming itself and how programmers are trained to do what they do through their own abuse. It's a self perpetuating system and it is allowed to continue unabated because people refuse to look at it. I don't blame them, it's an ugly sight.
Thanks for reading/commenting!
Great answer, Ryan. Thank you for taking the time to write it.
“Unhealed trauma begets trauma”.
I will definitely stay tuned and looking forward to the military/intelligence connection. Cathy O’Brien wrote about some of it in her book, Access Denied For Reasons of National Security - citing the National Security Act of 1947 as cover for illegal activities…”need to know”!
To quote the man, Mark Philips who helped her deprogram:
“Truth lives a wretched life but always survives a lie”
Your project here is a testament to the strength of the human spirit…Light prevails ❤️
I won’t say I am enjoying this, but I certainly appreciate the care with which you are exposing something that must come out. I watched the Fiona 2 part video which could hot have been more disturbing. I believe her and hope they are finally doing something related to her claims in Parliament House. I see that Antony Kidman died last year and I hope that it was part of a retribution campaign by teams who are formed for this purpose. God bless them and you.
Thank you for bringing a light to subject Ryan! Knowledge helps us recognize, recognition helps us guard our minds and become resilient - and able to help others. It can be a hard subject to read and imagine at times but a lighthouse must know all storms.
Half a century ago, mental institutions were closed down. Now, I am not advocating that what was going on was something that needed to be addressed, but I now wonder a little if taking things into more of a small group context resulted in the proliferation of what we have now because it is easier to hide and oversight isn't so centralized. Because it is obvious mental health has gotten worse.
Couple of weeks ago, there was a woman running across 10 lanes of traffic at the SF Bay Bridge toll plaza; she was naked and shooting a gun at passing cars. Most of the commentary was that if a car had hit her, the driver would have been punished. I don't disagree per say, but what was noticeable was the lack of conversation about how she got there to that point the first place.
Sad.
Most of the people I dealt with at San Francisco Psych Emergency who wanted to commit suicide. did not want to kill themselves but were attempting to get an oncoming vehicle to run over them when they were apprehended. It did not occur to them that they would be involving someone else, or many others who witnessed them being killed. in the horrible traumatic event. They just wanted to end the abuse and horror they were being put through.
When I first began working with "MPD" with a psychiatrist and counselor who specialized in working with them (and "Borderlines"), I was immersed right out of graduate school and had been working in an inpatient facility. The Psychiatrist and Counselor preferred the inpatient setting when first contact was made and got the patient's permission to hospitalize them. Unfortunately, getting to know the alters and creating protection from certain ones by our alliance with them for ourselves, and the patient, was a long arduous and traumatic experience for both patient and therapists. The Borderline's hurt themselves in horrible ways, and the MPD patients hurt us if they could and themselves without reservations. There were also children who cut themselves and drank their own blood or those of their childhood friends. That was also part of cult abuse and SRA.
I live in a place with more churches per capita than any other place in the US. As therapists we dealt not only with Satanic cults but the KKK here in California. Shocking disclosures in the 1980's to say the least.
Wow, would love to hear more about your experiences. Feel free to email me sometime @ Ryan@vigilant.news
Ryan I believe if we are to help the people who have been subjected to this we will need to gather the troops soon! I know I have had the experience as yu probably have, so we can share! Sharon
I will send you a response via email. Look for sharonmo!
Such an abyss. And the abused are primed to be the next round of abusers. It is this sort of thing that makes me understand that God (in order to truly be Good), must and will, in time, purge and purify and heal all of their wickedness, however long it may take. I don't completely understand why such things can ever be allowed to happen. I think it must involve us becoming the sorts of people who eschew evil because it is a genuine horror to us and because we have finally become truly good and innocent and pure.
It is hard for me to believe that these controlling people do not realize GOD has already won this spiritual battle when Christ rose from the dead. Christians won, God won. Yet the devil satan continues to inflict his evil on anyone that has a weak mind no matter if the mind was natural or induced to his ability to control. Pray always that you do not come prey to the Wiles of the devil satan. There use to be a book published called "The Wiles of the devil". It alluded to much of what the devil did but never covered this to the depths covered in this write up because the social workers were not privy to Paperclip and this information when the book was written. Keep smiling because We Christians Have Won through Yahvah Shua our Lord, King of Kings who was resurrected about 2000 years ago. HE ascended into Heaven and sits on the right hand of God the Father in Heaven until such time that we require HIS assistance - least all flesh be destroyed. Christ will end the devil satan's reign here on Earth at that time for one thousand years in the Millennial Kingdom of God. I DID NOT SAY THIS - I only parrot what the GODHEAD has written in Holy Script of what we refer to as the BIBLE. We Have Already Won. So, comfort each other for a little while as we wait for HIS return. Hebrew - hallelujah.
I think deep down they do know that no matter how much pain and suffering they inflict, God has already won. If it wasn't for God's gift of free will they wouldn't even be able to try to taint his creation, so they've lost from the start. I think this enrages them and fuels their activities, but it is hopeless and they are only damning their own souls further.
I had a girl friend for a couple of years who said she was raped nightly by her brother, from age 5 to teen. Mother and father stonewalled her on discussing it. Father was local political behind the scenes go-to fixer guy. in Little Rock, time of Clinton; she says she remembers playing with Chelsea.
Father was also Mason, local church deacon...a full blood Cherokee who came from poverty.
She ran away and got free... but essentially was in hiding thousands of miles away.
I felt it was my job to help her come out of hiding. One thing that helped was taking Iboga with an African shaman. Research iboga: if causes hours of psychic "flooding" from your memory banks. It seems this helps flush out implants, hypnotic commands....i.e. programming. I did it too. You see picture after picture as if in a slide show, like a life review. Iboga has good rep on deprogramming hard drug addictions too...sometimes in 1-2 sessions.
The shaman has the ability to look into one's visions as they open up. He told her he was horrified at what he was seeing. I went at a later date and while there told this to another woman and she opened up to say that she too was abused by a cult as a child. They took her into the woods and watched them kill little bunnies etc., and said IF you ever speak of these things this is what happens to (your brother, your friend...etc). Sometimes they kill other children.
My deeper interest is in WHAT has screwed mankind up so much? Let me put my conclusion in a nutshell:
Earth and its humanity have undergone repeated large scale catastrophes, and even in relatively recent historical times (700-800 BCE). Mankind hazily remembers these in myths; but they come down to earlier periods when Mars and Venus were not settled in present orbits, and came closer to Earth (20 millions of miles is sufficient) causing electrical plasmasphere convulsions to both. These ended the Bronze Age for example. Mass drought, starvations, earth upheavals, mental terror and madness (electroshock basically), migrations, roaming mobs, panicked populaces, ...massive ABUSE....which were felt to be punishments from some angry Mother or Father God or gods. WHY? What have we done? How do we sacrifice to propitiate you? Why do you hate us??
Such tremendously horrifying times are not only suppressed into the subconscious collectively, but just as in a single child, so too were the psychic Mindsets of a civilization scrambled to some degree, with walled-off suppressed memories about cosmic wars of the "gods." Fractured alters of the Collective Psyche.
Ancients said plainly that the planets "warred" in the sky (this is Trojan war); but later we turn these apocalyptic experiences into odd and tidy tales about humanized "gods" like Zeus. It's deflection away to prevent re-experiencing the HORROR.
As in all suppressed memories unresolved, humans keep re-dramatizing these events, through wars, rituals to appease "gods", through abuse on small levels, on apocalyptic visions of End Times. Even of trying to bring about End Times. (as we know from Shadow work, we try to heal ourselves by bringing up old traumas to defuse them; but this is subconscious mostly. IF we don't consciously work with these ancient fears and face them, then we project them out. Vide today's world...once again...repeating out of fear)
The way I reconstruct things, there are groups or fragments of earlier cultures who survived these events, and being more organized than the mobs, they became the ruling oligarchs. They had lost faith in the Old Gods; thought any "good" God was capricious, had left us, or didn't really care. If there was a god who ruled He was nasty, evil, ...let's call Him "Satanic." A warlord who took what He wanted whenever He wanted. So..to be a survivor, a winner...you bargained with this fellow. It's real politik to these "elites." They have no faith in a good afterlife, this is your one shot, so get whatever you can by any means, and do anything to prolong your life before the Void swallows you up. (and maybe they fear there might be some judgement later, so try not to die for as long as you can. If this means drugs, or extracting life force from others through sexual vampirism, blood rites...then do it! )
This line of inquiry is not new but was given fresh impetus by Velikovsky in the 1950's, with his ideas that old myths said our solar system has not been stable until recently. This idea horrifies the Mainstream "Experts" . Scholars that followed have developed this further. See Alfred De Grazia Iron Age of Mars for example. See thunderboltsproject channel on yootoob. Velikovsky was not only a brilliant polymath, but also a psychiatrist and an important aspect of his work and and concern was to ask "HOW do we treat this patient?" Which is US, our wounded civilizations that survived.
Mankind has repressed many terrors. We live in Amnesia. But we act out still the horrors.
Also, in Costa Rica they have or had the I BEGIN AGAIN center in which a person takes Ibogaine, (a natural drug from tree bark there) and is led by a Shaman to release the trauma and memories monitored medically and psychologically! I have spoken to a young man who was successfully treated for OCD (obsessive compulsive disorder) there. He was free for the first time in his life from a horrid trauma, induced experience.
Hi Sharonmo. The place we went was Iboga House in Costa Rica. The shaman left and his wife took over and it's now Iboga Wellness.
I am sorry as he helped many people. I hope his wife is as good but I know that what we once had we may not have at this time due to the Spiritual War that rages around us! thank you for letting me know.
He had apprentices in training. And there is sort of a "shamanic" network with people going from one center to another. An apprentice I met had also trained at an ayahuasca center; so new people will step into old shoes and thus traditions evolve. In fact it was a young black lawyer, now apprentice, from New York who picked me up at the airport. He told me of a process I had not read of, nor did anyone there but him tell me: imagine going back to a childhood home, and go to your bedroom and look for yourself as a child. This will be at some point when you lost part of your child innocence (this is also a tech in what some call "soul retrieval." Parts of our selves get cut off, walled off, but they are still there.)
And so, after the overnight flood of images, I returned to my room to rest the next day. During this time the shaman comes in to check on you.
I was still quite high and with eyes closed was walking around inner world buildings. I went to my childhood home, opened the door to my bedroom, and there I vividly saw my 5 year old self sitting forlorn on his bed. We looked at each other, and he flew into my heart where I held him like a baby. Tears poured out of my eyes feeling "his" return.
Later coming through Atlanta airport they had photos on the walls of many different types of people ...and what I saw now was that we live in a world where so many of us put on a brave face but there is so much loss and sadness down in the bombed out rubble of our Shadow selves...so many lost children.
My point is that this very powerful technique was NOT even mentioned ! I hope the new guys build on the traditional shotgun method.
I have done so much work on the suffering during my childhood, but also the on the rest of my life until now! I have put my soul healing in the forefront, as I believe that depth of woundology has culminated in all the imbalances happening to us now, and the experiences we have suffered through in life times. My intention and my focus has paid off hugely, but also taken almost 70 years on this Earth to accomplish. (I actually feel like I am 30 not almost 70.)
I believe that I chose to be here at this time and I am engaged in a spiritual war between those who are evil beyond knowing and those who are LOVE beyond what we have known for thousands of years. We have a choice to awaken and transform our lives, bodies, spirits and frequency intentionally, into the 5th dimension from the 3rd dimension, if we choose to do so. It involves transformation of a kind that guides us to connect to our source and in oneness with ALL LIFE on Earth and in the universe and beyond. I have not needed ayahuasca but perhaps my journey could have been speedier if I had been meant to do it that way. I believe we all have a different path on this journey and that the more tools we have and the more knowledge we open to, the more successful we are. Awakening to the TRUTH has been amazing, shocking and challenging but I feel that I have made it to the top and am on my way down the mountain to a new world and a new life.
I am glad to join you in going Home and manifesting Heaven on Earth as I believe it was meant to be. Sharon
Ryan, you truly are a very special man. Your writings are heart wrenching & I can't even imagine having the fortitude & courage to research these atrocities much less write about them.
God will protect you as you highlight these detestable acts & the people that perform them. I am almost 81 & just became aware of all of these satanic rituals about 8 years ago. I pray every day that God will destroy these evil, hateful depraved people very soon. All of us must ask God to protect these innocent victims & our families
I pray everyday that God keeps his armor of protection around the vulnerable ones
God bless you
Thanks, it has been taking a psychological toll since I started researching all of this last year. But I balance it out with other things like prayer/meditation/ getting out into nature and other practices. Thanks for reading!
And then there's Big Mike!
Hi Ryan. I just read your other article (first in this series) and now this one. Wow! Thank you so much for all your hard work and research. You brought honor and gave voice to both the brave therapists stepping into this unknown field as well as the children whom have been trapped (or are still) in it. I had started having dreams and the Lord started showing me about women, and then children being trafficked and sold for sex. This was back in 2002. But as time went on, The Lord led me further into my journey to discover the whole Satanic ritual abuse piece as well. And after that I came to learn about the mind control aspect of the abuse also. For me, I think mainly it was so I could pray for the past 20 years that the truth would come out and these children would be set free- and that this would stop on our planet. Going back years I would also try to tell people what was going on, but most couldn’t believe it. Well, thank you again for your articles- They/It gives me solace to see the truth finally coming out more these past couple of years. Keep writing! I’ll be watching for your follow up articles in this “series”.
You are so very welcome. Just remember God's Got This & you especially🙏🙏🙏