Having been born into a pedo ring and then living the life I have and seeing the things I have seen, there isn’t anything yet that destroys my mind. Because I KNOW beyond the shadow that GOD ALWAYS WINS. No matter how atrocious it gets...and it IS atrocious.
I may not see God’s WIN in my lifetime but I KNOW the Truth. And I REFUSE to bend and they’ve already tried breaking me and it only left me stronger.
With God on our side, it does not matter what THEY do. It is our JOB to tell people the truth and try to lead people to God. If we are doing this, God will protect us.
At least that is my belief and as I am standing here today, it has always been my reality.
Tracy, you are so right. Thanks for being vulnerable and opening up here. the Badlands family is a community and a safe place to unpack anything, even though in person would be preferable, we've all become one big digital family lol
I don't have the strength for reading this Ryan's article these days.
The French citizen I'm would add that you will find listening, kindness AND STRENGTH in this incredible community, of which I'm proud and touched to be a part, even though I'm so far away!
[EDIT]: I'm blown away by the exceptional quality (that's not too strong a word!) of the comments expressed in response to this article, which make it even stronger and more compelling, because it bears the stamp of the experience of so many of you. [Thanks to Deepl.com for allowing me to write this addition correctly].
🙏🏻✝️ May God bless you and all of us, and provide us the best discernment we need to fight the best way beside Him ! ✝️🙏🏻
Wow. I can't even fathom what sort of life you've been forced into, and yet you're here, today, sounding incredibly strong. You've already won. God bless and keep you. 🙏❤🙏
Thank you, my heart overflows with gratitude for the true life experiences that have allowed me to be who God intended me to be. No matter what those were.
What doesn’t kill us only makes us stronger, yes? 😊
I appreciate you tackling this difficult subject. That said, I could only skim, pausing here and there to read paragraphs, as I have been down these rabbit holes before. Very dark.
Your work is clearly very well researched. I read Cathy O’Brien’s book, TRANCEformation, years ago and have watched some videos of her speaking on the subject. She is wonderful to listen to, in part I think because she survived her MKUltra and some horrific abuse and has managed to not only survive but she has thrived, devoting herself to educating about the subject and writing a book about treating PTSD.
Her story is difficult and disturbing (as is the entire subject!) but also it is about the the man who helped her escape, Mark Phillips , and who guided her on a path of recovery.
I wish you luck with your series. You are brave to take on this subject! ❤️
I haven’t read Transformation, however, have read much of her story online. I had read about this earlier so wasn’t surprised and her willingness to educate the world is definitely with God’s strength,🙏🙏
She is a remarkable woman. I also have her book, PTSD: A Time to Heal. It’s been a number of years since I read it but it is a healing method taught to her by Mark Phillips…’how to reclaim your life and stop your past from intruding on your present.’
My husband is part of a Critical Incident Stress Debriefing program, when there is a difficult call for police and fire/EMS. First responders used to just tough it out and carry on…but that can take its toll! There were great points in Cathy O’Brien’s book for debriefing.
I’m reading this the next morning…A lovely gift to start my day ❤️ Thank you kindly, ALtab 🙏 I think there is a law of attraction for kindred spirits. Have a beautiful day.
This is the most sensible presentation of this subject I have come across since 2020 when I first heard about it. I will certainly read the next instalments however horrible because I sense I will learn the actual reliable truth, the evidence, the facts, references and witnesses.
Ryan, I am praying for you as you continue to reveal this. I first became aware of this evil when I was studying serial killers and came across a book published in 1985, “Prism Andrea’s World” by Jonathan and Eugene Bliss. It described the processes and opened my eyes to the Satanic influence on the world (at least for a time). I have since then studied MKULTRA which I believe only went underground and that revealed the institutions behind ritual abuse and mind control. Thank you for the well-written introduction. I will read your entire series as this is the evil we fight against. God bless you, Ryan.🙏
Thank you for taking the initiative to educate the public on a subject that deserves to be correctly understood. As difficult as it is, it is essential ( I believe) to understand these things or our society won’t understand how to approach these problems. Thank you for having this fortitude.
I want to read this, but I don't want to and think I need to heed your warning. My curiosity is tempted to dive back into the stench of what was once familiar territory, but after 40 years of redemption by God's mercy and love, how could I turn my back to him? I, too, could end up a pillar of salt! Thank you for getting our story out. It's not only through child trafficking, It's in sad dysfunctional families of absent or also abused/kept parents. God bless you! Be careful.
I am glad you know to listen to your gut. That is one of the first things I remember being conditioned/programmed NOT to heed. If I hadn’t been such a rebel from birth, my own story could have ended up MUCH differently. God helped me escape at 13. I had to be disowned and tossed into the world alone but for contact with one sibling to actually save me but He saved me and made me a strong and capable woman and that is much more than many of us ever get.
Thank you Ryan. This is much needed. You writing style and content is effective. As a red-pilled holistic therapist, I am familiar with all this, but you explain it so well. God has given you the words.
Many of my readers have asked me "what can we do to stop the globalist agenda." If you are residing in a home one thing you can do is to put up a lawn sign in order to raise awareness. And it won't cost much over $20 to have the sign, that I designed, sent right to your home. Or you can create your own sign to fit whatever preferences you may have.
How to order a yard sign to protest the Globalist Agenda for just over $20
Where to start...how about with sincere thanks to you for providing a service so very needed to comprehend what we are currently living through - to help paint the entire picture. Your time and effort in introducing and ultimately in fleshing out this series of articles on this difficult and complex topic are critical to our continued awakening.
The scope of the pedophile rings, from my own exhaustive research, forms the complete house of cards - the funding, the power structures, the mind control, manipulation and propaganda - on which the ruling class elites and their empire of destruction and evil are based.
We need for more and more to come out about this, for the people like me, who have been gradually awakened in the last 7 years, and to the normies, who God willing, will start trusting their inner skepticism about the stunning leftist embrace of pedophilia ("minor attracted people", Disney groomers, Drag Queen story hour, etc.) and begin to also awaken.
We need your courageous, powerful, and highly informative series of articles on this topic. I learned so much from the introductory article. I know I will become much more educated through reading this series as it is published.
As hard as it is to face evil it is an absolute must! May God put his healing hands on the victims and smite the perpetrators. I truly believe in this. Thank you for writing and researching this.
I don't know how people can do psychiatry. Some have been tortured so badly, it must be next to impossible to deal with their experiences. On the other hand, it must be amazing when you are able to help someone overcome his/her trauma.
Having been a psychiatric nurse for twenty seven years this article is very interesting. I worked with a doctor who would not “allow” the nurse to talk with the person at all. Only be there in case” His words not mine.
I’ve read and or listened to several and they are horrific in every respect. Your research and information are informative and a way to start for those of us who need to start slowly with the depths of RA/MC.
Thank you Ryan for your excellent writing and research. This dark subject really needs to see the light of exposure so that people can understand the magnitude of evil that we the people are up against.
I look forward to more. People my age (59) are probably remembering the television mini-series from our teenage years entitled “Sybil” starring Sally Field. I re-watched this in the past few years since I became aware of MK Ultra and cult abuse. I am somewhat surprised that it was released, but would have been in the late 70’s around the time of the doctor’s posting to Lakenheath.
I remember this, Sybil, I read the book as well. I’m fascinated with the protection measure, departmentalizing the brain. Though not sexually, I was an abused child. I’ve have always thanked God for such a childhood, many do not know the depth of strength we each have, survival instinct, the ability to read people, the ability to trust the right people. Unless you’re forced to use these tools, you may be unaware of their power. I think I’ve been “awake” all of my life but I hid what I knew. An abused person wants nothing more than to appear normal, even if it means faking it. Thank you Ryan for tackling such a dark topic. You’re providing such a service, it takes someone very special to tackle this subject.
Sybil was one of the first clues I had as to the nature of my own identity crisis. I have been told for decades that I had “selves” aging from approximately 8mos to ?? and have spent the better part of my adulthood trying to “appear normal”.
Your comment touched me and reminds me to be grateful for being what others may call awake. I called it painfully aware until I understood its value. Thank you for the reminder. God bless you.
I read the book in high school and was fascinated yet horrified. But I couldn’t put it down. I’ve never seen the movie. That book was truly terrifying.
Having been born into a pedo ring and then living the life I have and seeing the things I have seen, there isn’t anything yet that destroys my mind. Because I KNOW beyond the shadow that GOD ALWAYS WINS. No matter how atrocious it gets...and it IS atrocious.
I may not see God’s WIN in my lifetime but I KNOW the Truth. And I REFUSE to bend and they’ve already tried breaking me and it only left me stronger.
With God on our side, it does not matter what THEY do. It is our JOB to tell people the truth and try to lead people to God. If we are doing this, God will protect us.
At least that is my belief and as I am standing here today, it has always been my reality.
Tracy, you are so right. Thanks for being vulnerable and opening up here. the Badlands family is a community and a safe place to unpack anything, even though in person would be preferable, we've all become one big digital family lol
Out of all other places to go read, there is something that keeps me coming here and I truly respect and admire what it takes to stay in this battle.
Thank you my friend and God bless each of you. 🙏🏼
You are loved and prayed for Tracy.
God bless you and Keep you safe Tracy
Thank you so much 🙏🏼
God Bless you Tracy. I am sorry you had to go through that. I am so incredibly touched by your strength.
Thank you 🙏🏼 I am touched my the kindnesses found here.
Bonjour Tracy ! 🙋🏼♂️🇫🇷
I don't have the strength for reading this Ryan's article these days.
The French citizen I'm would add that you will find listening, kindness AND STRENGTH in this incredible community, of which I'm proud and touched to be a part, even though I'm so far away!
[EDIT]: I'm blown away by the exceptional quality (that's not too strong a word!) of the comments expressed in response to this article, which make it even stronger and more compelling, because it bears the stamp of the experience of so many of you. [Thanks to Deepl.com for allowing me to write this addition correctly].
🙏🏻✝️ May God bless you and all of us, and provide us the best discernment we need to fight the best way beside Him ! ✝️🙏🏻
🙏🙏
Wow. I can't even fathom what sort of life you've been forced into, and yet you're here, today, sounding incredibly strong. You've already won. God bless and keep you. 🙏❤🙏
Thank you, my heart overflows with gratitude for the true life experiences that have allowed me to be who God intended me to be. No matter what those were.
What doesn’t kill us only makes us stronger, yes? 😊
Definitely, yes and you are the living embodiment of that quote. What an awesome attitude toward life you have! Thank you for responding. 🙏❤🙏
I appreciate you tackling this difficult subject. That said, I could only skim, pausing here and there to read paragraphs, as I have been down these rabbit holes before. Very dark.
Your work is clearly very well researched. I read Cathy O’Brien’s book, TRANCEformation, years ago and have watched some videos of her speaking on the subject. She is wonderful to listen to, in part I think because she survived her MKUltra and some horrific abuse and has managed to not only survive but she has thrived, devoting herself to educating about the subject and writing a book about treating PTSD.
Her story is difficult and disturbing (as is the entire subject!) but also it is about the the man who helped her escape, Mark Phillips , and who guided her on a path of recovery.
I wish you luck with your series. You are brave to take on this subject! ❤️
I haven’t read Transformation, however, have read much of her story online. I had read about this earlier so wasn’t surprised and her willingness to educate the world is definitely with God’s strength,🙏🙏
She is a remarkable woman. I also have her book, PTSD: A Time to Heal. It’s been a number of years since I read it but it is a healing method taught to her by Mark Phillips…’how to reclaim your life and stop your past from intruding on your present.’
My husband is part of a Critical Incident Stress Debriefing program, when there is a difficult call for police and fire/EMS. First responders used to just tough it out and carry on…but that can take its toll! There were great points in Cathy O’Brien’s book for debriefing.
Thanks for your comment, ALtab❤️
If we don’t meet in this lifetime, I look forward to meeting you in the next!🙏🙏
I’m reading this the next morning…A lovely gift to start my day ❤️ Thank you kindly, ALtab 🙏 I think there is a law of attraction for kindred spirits. Have a beautiful day.
Spirit hug ❤️
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TRANCEformation...just to make sure we can all find it. I would hate it if they weren’t able to find it just because of a missed letter. 🙂
She has a podcast I listen to on Audible and probably on all the others as well.
Oops! Thank You very much!!
❤️
I’ll go back and edit that “n” in there. Appreciate you noticing it!
This is the most sensible presentation of this subject I have come across since 2020 when I first heard about it. I will certainly read the next instalments however horrible because I sense I will learn the actual reliable truth, the evidence, the facts, references and witnesses.
Don’t forget to pray before you read!
May the Lord Bless you and Keep you, make His face shine upon you, and give you peace. 🙏🏼
Ryan, I am praying for you as you continue to reveal this. I first became aware of this evil when I was studying serial killers and came across a book published in 1985, “Prism Andrea’s World” by Jonathan and Eugene Bliss. It described the processes and opened my eyes to the Satanic influence on the world (at least for a time). I have since then studied MKULTRA which I believe only went underground and that revealed the institutions behind ritual abuse and mind control. Thank you for the well-written introduction. I will read your entire series as this is the evil we fight against. God bless you, Ryan.🙏
Thank you, your prayers are greatly appreciated!
Thank you for taking the initiative to educate the public on a subject that deserves to be correctly understood. As difficult as it is, it is essential ( I believe) to understand these things or our society won’t understand how to approach these problems. Thank you for having this fortitude.
Badlands seems to swallow the HARD pill so SO many of us don’t have to and I am eternally grateful for each one of them.
Ryan,
I want to read this, but I don't want to and think I need to heed your warning. My curiosity is tempted to dive back into the stench of what was once familiar territory, but after 40 years of redemption by God's mercy and love, how could I turn my back to him? I, too, could end up a pillar of salt! Thank you for getting our story out. It's not only through child trafficking, It's in sad dysfunctional families of absent or also abused/kept parents. God bless you! Be careful.
I am glad you know to listen to your gut. That is one of the first things I remember being conditioned/programmed NOT to heed. If I hadn’t been such a rebel from birth, my own story could have ended up MUCH differently. God helped me escape at 13. I had to be disowned and tossed into the world alone but for contact with one sibling to actually save me but He saved me and made me a strong and capable woman and that is much more than many of us ever get.
God bless you. 🙏🏼
Thank you Ryan. This is much needed. You writing style and content is effective. As a red-pilled holistic therapist, I am familiar with all this, but you explain it so well. God has given you the words.
Thanks for the kind words Cynthia!
Thank you Ryan. You do great thorough work and write beautifully.
Many of my readers have asked me "what can we do to stop the globalist agenda." If you are residing in a home one thing you can do is to put up a lawn sign in order to raise awareness. And it won't cost much over $20 to have the sign, that I designed, sent right to your home. Or you can create your own sign to fit whatever preferences you may have.
How to order a yard sign to protest the Globalist Agenda for just over $20
Just say No to Biden's Globalist Agenda
https://brucecain.substack.com/p/how-to-order-a-yard-sign-to-protest
Where to start...how about with sincere thanks to you for providing a service so very needed to comprehend what we are currently living through - to help paint the entire picture. Your time and effort in introducing and ultimately in fleshing out this series of articles on this difficult and complex topic are critical to our continued awakening.
The scope of the pedophile rings, from my own exhaustive research, forms the complete house of cards - the funding, the power structures, the mind control, manipulation and propaganda - on which the ruling class elites and their empire of destruction and evil are based.
We need for more and more to come out about this, for the people like me, who have been gradually awakened in the last 7 years, and to the normies, who God willing, will start trusting their inner skepticism about the stunning leftist embrace of pedophilia ("minor attracted people", Disney groomers, Drag Queen story hour, etc.) and begin to also awaken.
We need your courageous, powerful, and highly informative series of articles on this topic. I learned so much from the introductory article. I know I will become much more educated through reading this series as it is published.
Thank you for doing what so needs to be done!
As hard as it is to face evil it is an absolute must! May God put his healing hands on the victims and smite the perpetrators. I truly believe in this. Thank you for writing and researching this.
I don't know how people can do psychiatry. Some have been tortured so badly, it must be next to impossible to deal with their experiences. On the other hand, it must be amazing when you are able to help someone overcome his/her trauma.
Having been a psychiatric nurse for twenty seven years this article is very interesting. I worked with a doctor who would not “allow” the nurse to talk with the person at all. Only be there in case” His words not mine.
I’ve read and or listened to several and they are horrific in every respect. Your research and information are informative and a way to start for those of us who need to start slowly with the depths of RA/MC.
Thank you Ryan for your excellent writing and research. This dark subject really needs to see the light of exposure so that people can understand the magnitude of evil that we the people are up against.
I look forward to more. People my age (59) are probably remembering the television mini-series from our teenage years entitled “Sybil” starring Sally Field. I re-watched this in the past few years since I became aware of MK Ultra and cult abuse. I am somewhat surprised that it was released, but would have been in the late 70’s around the time of the doctor’s posting to Lakenheath.
I remember this, Sybil, I read the book as well. I’m fascinated with the protection measure, departmentalizing the brain. Though not sexually, I was an abused child. I’ve have always thanked God for such a childhood, many do not know the depth of strength we each have, survival instinct, the ability to read people, the ability to trust the right people. Unless you’re forced to use these tools, you may be unaware of their power. I think I’ve been “awake” all of my life but I hid what I knew. An abused person wants nothing more than to appear normal, even if it means faking it. Thank you Ryan for tackling such a dark topic. You’re providing such a service, it takes someone very special to tackle this subject.
Sybil was one of the first clues I had as to the nature of my own identity crisis. I have been told for decades that I had “selves” aging from approximately 8mos to ?? and have spent the better part of my adulthood trying to “appear normal”.
Your comment touched me and reminds me to be grateful for being what others may call awake. I called it painfully aware until I understood its value. Thank you for the reminder. God bless you.
I read the book in high school and was fascinated yet horrified. But I couldn’t put it down. I’ve never seen the movie. That book was truly terrifying.